Sleepless night 

Things are glorious. Most days I feel like I’m floating in a dream. I was unable to sleep last night. I lay beside him and listened to him breathe and my mind went to vows. I know I’m crazy. 
As I listened and thought I once again realized how lucky I am. After the hardest times oh my life I have found the person I want to share the rest of it with. I still don’t know how it happened but I have no doubts about where I belong. I have never felt anything so strongly.
I think for the long weekend we are taking the kids to meet his mother. Something has changed in him and he is giving me all the security I need. He moved more of his stuff in. Somehow he is proud to have me. 
Looking ahead to xmas we plan to see his family just us when the kids go to B. I can’t wait to spoil T for Xmas and decorate the house and pick out a real tree perhaps. 
We plan to take the kids out on Monday, and tonight is Stranger Things marathon night. I’m thrilled to be experiencing all these things with a partner who actually wants and values me. I hope I make him feel the same way.

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