This is fear

Of you leaving when it gets hard

Of change and all the questions it leaves unanswered for you

Of being vulnerable and letting someone close to you

Or not always having your way

Of not being good enough for you

Of you hurting me again

Of me hurting you again

Of failing

Of succeeding and what changes it brings

Of falling down

Of all the work it takes to get back up

Of legging go of safety nets

Of the voice of self doubt

Of the past scars

Of the possibility of future ones

Of letting go of control

Of taking control

Of being to weak

Of being to strong

It’s easy to let it take hold of you. Then your making choices you regret minutes later. Instead of letting it define us, let’s work together to silence them all.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s